Hopes, Dreams & Bobby Pins

Some girls use eyeliner to create the illusion of large eyes. Thanks to my genetics, I never needed it. #bugeyes (Taken with Instagram)

I’ve had plenty of insecurities through out my almost 24yrs.

My eyes. My hair. My skin. etc

I had crushes and boyfriends and little love interests of course, but I always wondered why. Of course it always hit the worst when the people I was interested in, didn’t reciprocate.

Was I not tall enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, classy enough…what is it about me?

I’ve gotten them under control a little better, but they still exist, along with some add-ons… like my slight weight gain. SIGH

I don’t think I’m Gorgeous, but I do consider myself pretty and worth the consideration, and that’s progress.

I love my big eyes now. And now that my hair is getting longer, it’s easier to deal with my natural curls. My skin is really improving. I think my height [5feet] is kinda cute. And I know that my weight issue can be maintained.

It’s not the end of the world if my crush isn’t crushing me back. It’s not the end of the world if I’m not model material.

I’m more than just “good enough” to someone out there. But first I have to accept that I deserve someone to see me in that light. I have to tell myself that I am more than good enough.