Why do I continue to search for you when I no longer want you? Am I a Liar? Am I simply confused and lonely? I don’t want to nestle back into my former life, so why am I imagining it? I should have never contacted you, but I was feeling so vulnerable after being so strong for so many months. And the fact that you actually responded back with a smile, didn’t set off the doomsday alarm in my head.
I guess what honestly bothers me the most, is that you were wrong for leaving with those reasons. You were wrong and refused to listen. I never had a chance to give you my explanations.
What would have happened then? If instead of driving off that day, you sat down with me on my porch.
Oh but what does it even matter? You decided to block me from your life when you really didn’t even need to. It’s not like I was going to beg for another chance. It’s not like I was going to stalk you and try to light a spark between us.
I simply thought of throwing away my anger, the grudges I held against you. Isn’t that the mature thing to do? To simply let go of the past and the dreams of our supposed future. That was all I was doing and you ran off yet again. Yet again for all the wrong reasons. You simply never listen. And perhaps you never will, so why bother in thinking of you at all when you obviously want nothing to do with me.
I have no reason to be looking back, searching for phantoms. Thought you should know.
[Yeah Yeah Yeahs]
“Runaway”
I was feeling sad,
Can’t help looking back
Highways flew by…
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
I’d like you to stay,
Want keep you inside
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
(I’d) like you to stay
Want you to be my prize
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
(I’d) like you to stay
Want you to be my prize
I was feeling sad
Can’t help looking back
Highways flew by…
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
(I’d) like you to stay
Want keep you inside
All along, not so strong without these open arms
Hold on tight
All along, not that strong without these open arms
Lie beside
All along, not so strong without these open arms
Ride beside
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize
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